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armor amor & red roses

8/12/2022

a master story

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recently a poisoned arrow from out of the blue touched my vulnerable heart left without ARMOR. but it couldn’t really do any harm, because ARMOR‘s freed R had brought forth a beautiful rosegarden with a prodigious abundance of RED ROSES,

the noxious arrow was transformed into AMOR‘s dart (cupido's dart), and while the ambrosial fragrance of the roses was perfuming my ROMANCE WITH SELF, the jingles of my WISDOM‘s LAUGHTER about that nasty and silly attack shook up all the stuck energy, which is now dancing through my felicitous energy flow in pure light and harmony.

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and yes, yes, that oldie is of course a must here >

as much as my own 'oldie', i.e. my first slide show experiment 'bed of roses' from ten years ago >

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the 22/22 dog day

7/22/2022

faithful and famous

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oh yes, my dear multifaceted friend snoopy >, we are faithful to the end of this 2022 year, by writing a blogpost every 22nd day of the month.

ah, and you think that the title of this month is just because of your presence here. well, yes, of course, but that's only one reason, there is more. nononono, don't be disappointed, au contraire!

besides many other difficulties that our planet has to deal with - and we know why, see for instance the last prognost update > - its northern hemisphere presently goes through a period of extreme heat records specially now during the so called 'DOG DAYS'. have a look at what the wikipedia excerpts say about what's happening in the CANIS SNOOP... , uh, I mean in the CANIS MAJOR star constellation containing SIRIUS, the BRIGHTEST STAR in the night sky, known as the 'DOG STAR'.

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"in greek mythology, CANIS MAJOR represented the dog laelaps, a gift from zeus to europa; or sometimes the hound of procris, diana's nymph; or the one given by aurora to cephalus, so famed for its speed that zeus elevated it to the sky."

“the DOG DAYS are the hot, sultry days of summer. they were historically the period following the heliacal rising of the star system SIRIUS which hellenistic astrology connected with heat, drought, sudden thunderstorms, lethargy, fever, mad dogs, and bad luck. they are now taken to be the hottest, most uncomfortable part of summer in the northern hemisphere."

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what a famous genealogy you have with an ancestor elevated to the sky as the brightest star! indeed, you can be proud.

and how proud I am with such a DE LUXE FRIEND!

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firebird

6/22/2022

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what has firebird to do
with
22/22
=
44
????
oh!
together we soar
and explore
!!!!

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more about my firebird >

and please click on the pic

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my dear photolyrics friend

6/13/2022

so you went dancing into your light and beauty,
my dear friend! >

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ten years ago we connected through your joyful picture of a red poppy attracting my attention in the house of keahak II .

and now, after the months of your sudden silence and my vain attempts to somehow break it, I finally know that a few weeks ago, you allowed for yourself the transformation that you so beautifully describe in your poem below.

with tears in my eyes and a tender smile on my face I thank you for the many years of sharing online our humor, friendship and loving support .

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aloha oe! my dear friend,
one fond embreace until we meet again.
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patterns

5/22/2022

another 22 day

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all my few blog posts of this year 22 have been on or about the day 22 of the month. starting with "prognost 22" of january 22, then the "two's day" in february and so on. so why not continue with that pattern started by adamus himself, even if maybe today is not a very special day. but wait, after all it's a sunday and already on this early morning I did another great DIY performance in my new apartment by finally fixing a curtain with more or less ease and grace :-D. and of course, 4 (22) and 44 (22/22) are special numbers anyway. so this is also a great occasion to point out my great walk with companion number 4 on december 22, 4th of advent 2019 >>>> !

yes, I use many times the qualification 'great' because it is really high time that I truly acknowledge the grandness of what I'm doing with my shaumbra friends and others in this epic time on the planet.

and we all know that this is certainly not about fixing curtains, falling into patterns or writing more or less funny blog posts....

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more about patterns and un-patterns

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some days after posting the above content I happened to listen again to the master‘s pause 'I AM comfort'> with its clarity about patterns:

there are the 'handy patterns' when we are dealing with the fundamentals of life.

'you know, as you come into your full realization, as you stay here on the planet, you really don’t want to get overly patterned. I mean, it’s nice to have some things in your life that are reliable, that you know they’re going to work a certain way. but those are the rudimentary things where the energy just takes care of you. you don’t really have to worry about it, it’s all just there at the right time and the right place.'

and there is the unpatterned chaos:

'chaos is actually a wonderful thing. it’s only the human perception of chaos that’s kind of skewed and then makes it very uncomfortable. chaos simply means unpredictable.

I ask you to feel into the joy and the spontaneity and the creativity of not having to be in those defined patterns, of being in chaos, the unpredictable, because in the unpredictable, that’s when the dreams become reality. in the unpredictable, things that your mind could have never fashioned or thought, that’s when they happen. that’s the magic. magic doesn’t occur within predictability at all. then it wouldn’t be magic. then it’s just normal life.

magic occurs in the unpredictable. unpredictability simply means greater, more sensual experience. and the master always knows that because the energies are serving the master – they are the master’s energy – how could anything not be perfect, divine with an unpredictable outcome, but an outcome that goes far beyond what the human could have ever tried to structure. in other words, wide open. the master lives in a state of grace and trust. the master knows it’s his or her energy. the master knows that the master doesn’t want predictability; the master wants an open canvas.'

and what about the 22/22 pattern?

it's a great reminder of our mastery!

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the piano

4/22/2022

today 4/22/22
suono's got her piano
big smile, oh!

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it‘s white. no no, not because of udo jürgens ;-). it‘s white because of the overall design of my new apartment. but yes, MERCI CHÉRIE, merci to me for that cool gift, filling the whole room with its magical presence, with lots of memories and lots of potentials to choose from.

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the bright light of the I AM

3/22/2022

two nights ago, when startled by a sudden panic attack and slowly recovering from my sweat bath with old painful emotions of failure and "not okays", I conjured the merabh "beyond the lie of darkness" and was drawn to my merabh page of the wonderful shoud series

"walk on - the powerless life"
from 2015/16 >.

while reading and scrolling through it, I could easily walk on "into the bright light of the I AM", and finally relax in its comforting embrace.

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another timely message from adamus

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it seems to be no coincidence that this morning I got news from crimson circle about the latest most timely free message from adamus featuring

the ‚tipping point for global power‘
(mp3 and pdf > )

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and how appropriate regarding the main topic of this post: on the bottom of the merabh page that I mentioned above, there is another reminder about power- from february 2014.

‚living a powerless life is a beautiful gift to yourself. you don’t need it. there is no power in consciousness, not whatsoever. the only thing in consciousness is the awareness – “I EXIST.” there is no power in energy at all. energy is just something that’s here to serve you. it’s compressed consciousness. it’s yours. it’s there to create whatever realities you’re choosing to create. the hardest part is going to be you’re still in this realm. it’d be different if you were off in your own sovereign domain somewhere. but then if you were, you’d be dead. so you’re going to be … one of the challenges is you’re going to see power and mind all around you, and you’ll even remember when you used it. it’s not like it’s going to vanish or evaporate. it’s simply not going to be a factor anymore.'

indeed, "one of the challenges is you’re going to see power and mind all around you, and you’ll even remember when you used it. it’s not like it’s going to vanish or evaporate. it’s simply not going to be a factor anymore."

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but the reason why we are here at this time,
shining
the bright light of our I AM….

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and it's certainly no coincidence either, that some days later, there was another lightful product available in the crimson circle store >.

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two's day

2/22/2022

22222

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on this tuesday, as I am benching with shaumbra from all over the planet, my light shines forth with a gentle, caressing, tender smile.

free cc download with pdf >

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experiencing prognost 2022

1/23/2022

my buddybody's needs

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last night, after the first two sessions starting at 6 p.m. our time I had to take a nightlong break as I felt very sleepy...

yet, during those great sessions I had been particularly pleased by two slides:

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daylight delight

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this morning in the daylight I was finally ready for more, and how strange, when coming out of the apparently for many attendees quite stressing AI channel, I felt clear, warm, calm. yes, it‘s obvious and simple.

and I wrote in my journal:

that's simply why I'm here. I always knew. [see the ‚light‘ part here >]

no.
AI won't be unplugged,
but,
as adamus in the following benching merabh invited us with great urge,
we can be deeply plugged into our wise light.

*
thanks beyond words
to adamus, the crimson council,
the crimson circle
and to my 'twilight'

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a special bodhi tree for 2022

1/13/2022

the pink-leaved bodhi tree

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for the ‚updates 2022’ page I chose the photo of a very special bodhi tree with pink leaves > because it points to the grand year ahead, where „we bring the ‚AND’ with its wisdom (= ‚the sweet golden nectar distilled by the soul from each experience‘ >) from theory, from the papers and the books into reality“(cf. the first monthly shoud of this year >), and because it connects a few more sweet dots within me.

some years ago in keahak I enjoyed the beautiful metaphorical story about buddha’s bodhi tree of wisdom that adamus told us in the perspective of our shaumbra journey, where at the end our ‚soul tree’ it is no longer just a tree with leaves and branches, but the golden shimmering bodhi tree. the tree of wisdom, the tree of life. VII/17

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rose alchemy

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and now that unique pink- (or rosy) leaved bodhi tree! it conjures within me the ‚rosealchemy‘ > of my ‚rosegarden retreat’ with its rosy rosegold breath from twelve years ago ...

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beyond love

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and as some leaves are also quite white, the color of purety, this makes me dream of what lies ahead of us with adamus, who states in an answer to a question about love > that

'I’m getting way ahead of myself here, but the question’s come up so it deserves an answer – as we go forward with shaumbra in these next years and you become embodied realized beings on the planet, actually one of the things we’re going to be doing together is going beyond love. we won’t be criticizing love or diminishing it, but there is something beyond that and it’s something that many of you are going to experience. your human mind could not even imagine it right now, so don’t even try. don’t think you know what I’m talking about, because it’s not about thinking.
beyond love, there’s no comparison to on the planet right now. you can’t relate it to anything else, but it is so pure that it melts diamonds. melts them, not blows them away.
I don’t want to say anything more about it, but that’s one of the things we’re going to be working on together.' (time out > q/a7 - august 2019)

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besides

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please click me too :)

if you are suspicious of the number 13 of this day, or even scared when it falls on a friday, just have a look here, there's nothing to fear, :) quite the opposite >

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zero point - a new beginning

10/29/2021

a new beginning

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not only in an epic way for crimson circle and all shaumbra, reflected in the new crimson circle shoud series THE ART OF BENCHING > and the MASTER CODE event > but also in my everyday life, because on october first I happily moved into my brandnew and with some inner and outer settings still unfolding ;) beautiful home announced months ago >.

and now, after more than 30 days in a digital desert, I'm finally connected to the internet again, enabling me also in a very practical way to embrace the blessings and the beauty of my master code beyond words.

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with cordial greetings from my
big smisland >
or :)
gran sorrisola

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I am still here ;-)

9/16/2021

yes, I AM

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benching and waiting as patiently as possible for my new home to be ready to welcome me (12/20/2020 >). and yes, it seems to me that it's really time in this incredible TIME OF THE MERLIN > to finally give again a sign of life also in this blog - while I'm already starting to fill a pot with ideas for my next advent*ure, in or out of time...

treasures

6/19/2021

the timeless treasures of a milestone shoud

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immediately after the ‚milestone shoud’ of may 2013 > about energy and consciousness, my new website really started to soar, flowing, overflowing now with more and more pages.

I bring this up today because in that shoud I was especially touched by the following passage about

core energy >

‚right on the first level is a layer of energy that’s the most intimate with you. it’s only yours, but you are hardly ever in conscious connection with it. ... once in a grand while, a few of you might have felt this level. when you do, you’re going to feel – you’re going to have the sensory experience – of tremendous love and all things being in order. that level and layer is in perfect harmony, resonating with the I AM all the time. it’s yours. it’s your personal TREASURE CHEST, if you would, of energy.‘

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the treasures of the soul

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so delighted about how much the TREASURE topic has become a core element of what we are doing now with adamus and his entourage of the crimson council.

yes! it‘s time to open that chest and allow the treasures to flow into all parts of my life.

and even, thanks to the search engine >, digging out the one that 'shaumbra pirate' had hidden long ago on her treasure sm*island > :-D

no need to say that as much as for true alchemists > the goal is not about the metal gold, but about the ‚alchemy of the soul‘, the treasures that we are speaking about are the unlimited ‚TREASURES OF THE SOUL‘.

'beyond the box. this is where the real knowingness > is. you can be beyond time and space itself, coming back into the pure knowingness of the soul
and bring that knowingness back into the box.'
(kx/23)

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trésort

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' trésor is the french word for treasure.
TRÉSORT
is the treasure of trusting yourself '>
.

'TRÉSORT with a “t” simply means “no doubt.” no doubt. it means finding the true treasure of trusting yourself once and for all, unconditional. in the unconditional trust of yourself and returning back to your natural state, there are treasures beyond what the human mind could possibly fathom right now. and when I say treasures, I’m not talking about gold and silver and rubies and diamonds, but those are nice. I’m talking about the treasures of your self, coming back to your natural state of being while still being in the body on the physical level. TRÉSORT.'

(MERLIN I AM shoud 9 >)

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about pirates and treasure hunters

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btw. I have to say that personally I always preferred the idea of being a courageous pioneer liberating itself from mass consciousness without fight and fuss, rather than a pirate with all the attributes of violence, power games and energy stealing attached to the image. as for the rebellious aspect, adamus recently also said in that same shoud 9:

'many shaumbra still have the boxes. they’ve expanded their box a little bit. they made it a little bit bigger, a little bit more consciousness in their little bit bigger box. but it’s still a box... so don’t pride yourself so much on all your rebellious activities, until you get out of the box. then we can talk about it. then you can not only dress like a rebel, but I’ll give you a badge, a pirate badge, as you get out of the box.'

and sad to say that

'there are still some shaumbra out there that are the fortune hunters, the treasure hunters basically based on greed, and they’re not really understanding why shaumbra is here on the planet right now as beings of consciousness. they’re still looking to make their human condition perfect. they’re looking for the shortcuts to fame and fortune and power. they’re still in power games and there’s no place in crimson circle for that.' (angels, june 2021)

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my links sharing mania :-)

5/30/2021

and in parenthesis my smileys mania
:-) :-D - hahaha

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should it sometimes somehow irritate you,
remember the wise words from adamus:

'the more you smile, the more you allow!'
cf. end of this post :-))))

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yesterday I spontaneously also shared with some shaumbra > friends the new video from adamus about keahak > XI , an easy way to give them a sign of life :-)

and my reply to one of their answers

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ohhh that's sweet suono!

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started with:

dearest friend, my words are failing, but my links sharing mania is still blooming :-D

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I didn't register, but i still feel the energy of keahak.
am I missing something? noooo.

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so true!

in fact, as we KNOW that we don’t need anything from the outside,
because all is inside of us.

it’s ALL already timeless here in our ENERGY, the song of our soul.

and in the timeflow ALL is also from the beginning with tobias in the crimson circle materials.

and as adamus states in the video, for the human it‘s all now about anchoring in this reality the 180 degrees turn into the awareness that
ALL the ENERGY is mine, containing it ALL, specially if we stay on the planet for shining in and on...(MERLIN I AM series 2 >)

the crimson council and the crimson circle are supporting us humans in this, but we might do it totally without free or not free crimson circle materials as our knowingness is always guiding us.

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getting comfortable in the uncomfortable chaos. feeling how energy responds from there....new dynamics, it seems....but still,
diving deeper into the chaos of nothingness.
a sens of authenticity is blooming, the self-truth.

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in keahak recently it was all (like you do! ) about again diving

INTO KNOWINGNESS >

with adamus and yoham
in january 2015

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with tobias in 2006 >

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in one of the first shoud merabhs
freedom series 3, march 2013

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in the discovery series 3,
november 2013

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in the emergence series 10
june 2019

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in the MERLIN I AM series 2
february 2021

and so on

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we also know that the human mind can't 'do' it,
that remembering happens through
opening and ALLOWING >
(2d paragraph).
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'don’t try to put any pressure on it.
remember, it’s already here.
it’s simply about acknowledging it and allowing it.
letting it work in that partnership with the mind and the body.
letting it work in its simplicity.'

(from the pdf into knowingness)

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rosy greetings and big smile
from my
big smisland >
.
su*ono
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the timeless star ...

5/2/2021

... shining in your heart

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as I’m already slowly and steadily preparing my move > by sorting and clearing out things, there are quite a few surprises and old treasures falling into my hand, like for instance the nearly 20 years old christmas gift from me to my students , a falling star, so to speak :-).

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I AM
THE STAR
SHINING IN THE CENTER
OF YOUR HEART

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OPEN IT
(i.e. throw away your ombrella!
cf. shoud 8 yesterday >)
AND I‘LL ILLUMINATE
YOUR ENTIRE EXISTENCE.

CHRISTMAS 2001

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yet, shooting stars are occasional astronomical phenomena, contrary to this one abiding in AETERNA.

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