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        • in the crystalline realms - in den kristallinen reichen
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        • honigtropfen - honeydrops
        • mein rosenbett - my bed of roses
        • my cabaret >
          • the show goes on
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        • mein cabaret >
          • die show geht weiter
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      • aandrah and ahn
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      • musique et bio du comte de saint-germain
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    • umgeleiteter fluss - diverted flow
    • *gestauter fluss - dammed flow
  • in transformation
    • *über mich - about me >
      • *hintergrund
      • mein tresor - my treasure
    • *nektar der blauen blume
    • *nectar of the blue flower
    • *heiliger und sicherer raum
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consciousness. energy. expansion. bewusstsein
                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       photo paul a uebele

my background

I have incarnated into this time and place in order to awaken from the nightmarish mass hypnosis , to integrate my soul essence, to realize the self-love and as a new energy pioneer hopefully remind other people that all is well, everywhere, and that it is safe and time to let go old programmings.
no doubt that the mind, imprisoned in illusion and dualistic perception, will rebel against this statement. this is an old program, too.
in the collective dreamstate we create our realities very much unconsciously, we seem to be separated from our sovereign creator self, victims of outer circumstaces and power games. we seem to be in a constant need for protecting ourselves and stealing all our life and survival energies from one another, covertly or openly, very often, and mostly unintended, even under the cover of so called love, always victim and perpetrator at the same time. energy vampirism, the only reality we live since eons of time with its wars, starwars and all sorts of bigger or smaller earthwars in every area of life.
it is – to use my absolutely favorite image – the same as a caterpillar ignoring how to pupate and believing that it can get its butterfly wings on the outside and the nectar of the seemingly unreachable blue flower by feeding from other  caterpillars, whereas in its butterfly form it might enjoy the golden nectar of the infinitely blue flower blossomed inside...
in order to trigger the 'butterfly code', caterpillar has more than anything to acknowledge its inestimable intrinsic butterfly value, love it unconditionally, give up the search for completion on the outside, trust the unfolding process and thus allowing its full nature to manifest in physical reality.
the time of metamorphosis can be very scary and painful for the caterpillar mind with all its negative emotions and interpretations, as it is unable to understand or to control what is happening. but it doesn't have to. it can relax and let go its apprehensions. 'it's going to be okay', all is well.

mood altering and psychotropic drugs disturb or even suppress it completely, the sweet and healing nectar flowing from inside of us, but on the waves of our persistent deep, but light  and
conscious breathing it can flow gently and freely.
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