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intro - emergence - wings - transhuman - kharisma - discovery - freedom & e2012 - soul dream - knowingness - kaikho & kharisma - receiving
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merabhs, dreamwalks, experiences
from the walk on series in mp3 format
with adamus saint-germain
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'walking into the bright light of the I AM'
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4 closing merabhs
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'don’t take on that role of mediating between your aspects. don’t mediate the human self or even what you would call your divinity. and don’t take on the role of being the mediator, the energy balancer for your job, your work, your family, your friends or shaumbra or any of that. ... be the observer, even in this thing with your soul, your spirit. observe how you have thought of it. observe how the thing called the soul really works. it doesn’t need you to mediate anything. ... let’s take a deep breath and walk on now, beyond being the mediator.
be the “I AM HERE.” be the sensual experience. be the creator.' 
'reality. what is it? what is it? well, it’s your presence. it’s your “I AM HERE.” reality is a way of perceiving, sensing.
reality is kind of a temporary journey, a little experience. actually, it doesn’t even have to have purpose. ... it’s time to be creators once again, to go into nothingness. your body is sleeping. your mind is somewhat quieted, and now “ I AM HERE, the I AM PRESENT” can go out into nothingness. ... just waiting for you. and then your presence starts a birthing. it is not confined to time or space. your presence starts a movement of energy, even without having to define what you want it to become. it actually just happens when you’re present in nothingness, meaning freedom. energies start moving.'
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'now you hop in and you start just floating down the river and you realize that river represents the momentum, the flow that you’ve created. it’s going right to enlightenment. now you get to sit in your cushioned boat and you get to actually, for once in your life, enjoy the ride. you get to watch the scenery, the birds, the trees. and there’s no hurry, by the way. that’s why i say, you’re wondering, “okay, now with the directive of fulfillment, oh, how many days?” you know, you’re in this nice boat gliding gracefully in the river. ... and you know without a shadow of a doubt that this boat, your I AM boat, is going to take you to enlightenment. you don’t even worry about it. you don’t worry if you have enough food or drink. you don’t worry about getting sunburned on your naked body, any of that. now it’s just the time to enjoy. and you feel a little guilty, like, “oh, shouldn’t i be doing something?” no. you did it already. you put in your time, your effort. you put in all the fears and the hard days. no, now is the time to ride.
merabh for walking on
'now let’s take a good deep breath in our closing moments of the walk on series. what a year it’s been. and it’s called the walk on series, because it’s walking on from limitation, walking on from trying so hard to make yourself fit into the world. the world is still there, but you can walk on. you don’t have to try to make it work, try to fit in. walking on from a lot of old things that you knew weren’t really serving you, but you kept hanging on to. walking on from just being human, from a very dated, ancient biology, or biological template. walking on from the mind, from the mind being kind of the supreme thing, the supreme being, the controlling force in your life. it’s not. walking on from fears. walking on from your own makyo. walking on from really old belief systems that don’t serve you anymore. walking into the bright light of the I AM'.
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walk on: the powerless life series 11, july 2016
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'during this merabh, I’d like you to really experience the richness of energy. ... it’s rich in its grace. it’s rich in its ease. it’s not going to be hard on your body or your mind. ... there was a huge shift away from power, and when that happened it opened the door for energy, new energy, ... it doesn’t carry the old attributes of duality or power. ... you don’t have to worry about losing it. you don’t have to force it into your body to heal it or force it into abundance issues. it’s richness in itself. power-less and energy rich. take a good deep breath. ... something shifted recently – and it’s the beginning of, I guess, a lot of more shifts – but the true realization of the “and,” the master and the human; the walking away from the need for power in your life, and that brought in rich energy. how will it show up in your human life? you’ll see over the course of the next month or year, but it will definitely change. ...
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'if there’s anything that I'd like you to remember me for when my time comes to move on, if there’s anything I’d like you to remember me for it’s two simple words: allowing and “AND.”
allowing. that’s what you do. you allow your enlightenment. you allow your SELF, YOU, the I AM. and then the “AND.” the fact that it was never intended to be to enlighten the human; it was to realize the enlightenment of the master and still being the human and so much more. we haven’t even begun to discuss that. but right now, let’s take a good deep breath. there’s nothing to work at here.'
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walk on: the powerless life series 10, from munich, june 2016
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all the commotion. you don’t even have to know what new is. you don’t have to beg for it or try for it, sit a certain way or breathe a certain way. new comes to you. you don’t have to know what you’re going to do with it, how big it is. it comes to you. that’s new in itself. it’s a different way of doing it. ... there’s a longing in the flute. a longing. sometimes you wonder is a longing to go back – memories, ancient places, ancient times? or is that longing to be back in a natural state, a state of “and”? a longing to be back as the divine multidimensional person, being that you are? ...
is it the sadness about leaving behind so many things in your life? or is it the longing for that new relationship that’s with the divine and the human? is it for the dream? or is it both? ... the flute, the soul, the I AM … waiting, just waiting for the allowing from you. the flute that’s always been calling out, “come to me.” that soulful flute – “HERE I AM, whenever you’re ready” – like a lone bird just waiting, crying out from a branch in a tree. that lonesome dove. the soul just waiting till the human’s ready. ... “I AM HERE. no longer battling, no longer efforting, no longer trying to figure it out. I allow. I let go and allow.” and in doing so, you hear that flute. it’s coming from the soul. it’s been waiting for you, waiting for this moment. and here we are on our dreamwalk. not like the other ones, but here we are. we have flute music all around representing the past, representing that waiting of the soul, and here we are, just letting new come to us. it’s that easy. energy doesn’t need force. energy doesn’t need to be harsh. energy doesn’t need to be wind in your face, whether it’s your everyday life, whether it’s enlightenment. and now new comes. '
'so may the song in your heart be like the song that you just heard. and in the words and the energy in the music in this song, loosely translated: dear soul, may you be here with me. dear soul, may we be together again. dear soul, our time has come. it is the invitation for the I AM HERE. “I AM HERE, the human, the divine, the past and the future. I AM HERE. wherever it is I choose to be, we are here together, all of us human, divine, past, present, what has never been realized and what has been caught in the ruts. I, WE ARE HERE.”
that is the song of the soul – “I AM HERE. no longer singular, no longer alone, no longer on a path to anywhere. I AM HERE with no place to go and no need to go anyplace. I AM HERE. and henceforth everything comes to me. I’m not going to it.” everything from coffee, to life, to energy, to everything you need comes here. let’s take a deep breath with that. contained within that song is the reminder of the knowingness.' walk on: the powerless life series 8, april 2016
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'in that beautiful moment you and the I AM sitting together on this beautiful summer evening looking up at all the stars twinkling away, the I AM extends its beautiful hand of light out to you and says, “dear human that I AM, would you just take my hand? just take my hand for a moment. it’s not up to you. I just ask that you enjoy the experience, that you live the experience, that you feel the experience. that’s all I’m asking. the rest is taken care of. “dear human, can you live life? can you be in passion? can you allow your creations to manifest? can you allow your dreams to come true? that’s all I ask, dear human. the rest is already taken care of. “so, dear human, dear human, don’t be in such a hurry. be in passion and enjoy life. I’ll always be here, even if it doesn’t feel like we’re sitting here together on this starry night, I’m always here. and remember, dear human, this is all going new. the whole planet is going new, and no matter what happens just remember that all is well in all of creation.” '
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walk on: the powerless life series 7, march 2016
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river and pool merabh
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'for the typical human, the river flows to them, through them and away. they won’t even recognize that. they think they’re going through time and space, but they’re in the river. what happens as you come into your master sense, suddenly you have a different situation and it goes like this. now, you’re in a big, warm, beautiful swimming pool. just you. nobody else. nice clean warm water, and you let yourself go underwater, submerge, just kind of float. this great big pool, beautiful warm water, it’s right at about body temperature, so you don’t really notice the water. and it’s not moving; it’s just there. there’s no pressure. there’s no force. you’re just kind of floating. let yourself feel that for a moment. ... this is timeless, what I call the ineffable moment,
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'the ineffable presence. ineffable means without description. no trying to quantify it. no trying to define it.just floating. not being pushed here or there. just floating. the ineffable presence, the I AM, surrounded by this ocean of potentials that exist beyond time and space. that’s what that water is – all potentials. it’s also time and space, but it’s very different than the river, because the moment you choose now to experience something, the moment you choose to be creative, the moment you choose to express yourself, suddenly that nonmoving water, that time and space, which is not moving, suddenly gets activated. suddenly. then it moves in absolute perfect response to your desire. but unlike the river, it doesn’t just flow for an eternity. you can change it. you can move it. you can adapt it or it rather adapts to you the moment you choose something. and it’s out of time and space.'
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walk on: the powerless life series 6, february 2016
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2016
disruption
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'it's going to be one of those omg kind of years. and it doesn’t mean there has to be fear, but there will be. it doesn’t mean there has to be chaos, but there will be; or violence, but there will be; or ignorance, there’ll be a lot of that. it’s just going to be a totally disruptive year, everything gone bonkers. it’s actually really nice, and it’s exactly where things need to be at. it can’t sustain in old, boring, lame, power-oriented ways anymore. it cannot. none of you want it.' ...
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'the master sense, i guess you could say it’s intuitive. it’s knowing. it’s simple. you’ll realize that vocabulary is a limited sense, just like those other human senses. so limited. so we get to this point. it’s just all about allowing. now, it’s okay to think. it actually is, because you can’t help it. and then you’re going to wonder did you do it right? later on you’re going to wonder, “how do i bring that back?” you don’t. remember what we talked about before. creation is in motion; you’re not. you just let it come to you. you just let it come to you. let’s go even a step or two back, further back. remember? i’ve said that realization is a natural unfolding. it’s an effortless unfolding. take that sharp right turn into effortless. get off that linear path into absolute effortless. ... it’s effortless, the master’s sense. it’s here. nobody’s being denied of it. if you’re frustrated about it – “where is it? i can’t feel it” – that’s all right. you take a deep breath and allow. remember that ninety-degree sharp turn off of linear boulevard onto fantasy lane. it’s a shortcut over to enlightenment highway, which eventually leads to realization.'
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'once you just realize it’s there, everything changes. game changes. and that’s what 2016 is going to bring and that’s the disruption and the beauty of it all. ... you’re going to smash into the wall until you just allow, and you’re ready, and you can’t do it wrong. actually, you’re not going to be able to escape it. that’s the funny thing. it’s going to be here for each and every one of you.'
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walk on: the powerless life series 5, january 2016
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'what comes next for the planet, beyond the linear path? the linear path would be yuck, but what comes next when you combine technology growing exponentially, when you combine it with consciousness, awareness, creativity; when you combine the mind maxing out, when you combine the desire of people for something better on this planet, now what? what comes from the knowingness, not from the mind? what’s possible?
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yes, change. disruptive systems, technologies, patterns, disruptive. but does it have to be bad in the old thinker way? not at all. and that’s where you come in. that’s where the fantasy, which is not fantasy at all, that’s where the knowingness, that’s where the imagination comes in. all these disruptive technology systems, patterns, vibrations; does disruption mean destruction? or does it mean evolution? let’s take a deep breath with that.'
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'so officially today I’m going to mark as the day that the two worlds began. it’s been in the making for a long time, but it’s here. it’s now. the biggest difference is going to be thinkers and knowers, those who are still in their minds, still trying to figure out things in their mind. not that the mind is bad, but it’s maxed out. it’s absolutely maxed out. last month when we got together I talked about fantasy and talked about a lot of these things, but I said fantasy is the way out. it’s the way beyond.
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celebrating the birth of the knowers
silent night, holy night disruptive consciousness shining bright . |
fantasy, allowing yourself to go beyond the mind into things that the mind would judge as being undoable, unbelievable, made up. going to fantasy, which is as real as all of this; it’s just real in a different way. maybe not real in the physical, local, linear way, but it’s still real.' that leap into the beyond, beyond the mind – and it’s a big leap because the mind is scared shitless about it. the mind is like, “what’s going to happen?” shhh! mind, it’s all natural. it’s all natural.'
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walk on: the powerless life series 4, december 2015
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'we’re going to work with fantasy. we’re going to work with this openness, and you are going to feel crazy. just like I said before sacred and scared are very closely related. you’re going to feel uncomfortable. you’re going to feel like, “oh, this isn’t for me. this is child’s play. we’re making this up.” I want you to take a deep breath. I want you to stop for a moment. what other door do you have? what other door do you have to get beyond a very limited and now turning in-humane world? what other door do you have for going beyond? fantasy is right here. it’s available. and it’s that passageway, that passageway out of the zoo. it’s going to cause you to wonder, “what’s going to happen? in a way, it was safer in the zoo, because all the animals were caged. what happens out here?” I’ll give you one small clue. you’ve been there before. it’s actually your real home out there, not in the zoo. it’s not really an unknown world. it just hasn’t been terribly conscious lately; lately meaning like the last five million years (some chuckles). you just haven’t been real familiar with it.'
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'so we come to a point here, saying, are you going to be willing to give yourself permission to be in a world of fantasy? it doesn’t mean getting rid of the old world. you’re still going to have your human stuff, but do you give yourself permission? ... my friends, the alternative is just going back to the zoo, having them close the gate behind you, go into your little cage – that putrid little cage – having them throw some scraps of food at you every day, locking the door. that’s the alternative. I don’t think any of you are ready for that; otherwise you wouldn’t be here. fantasy is allowing, but allowing outside the limits of that limited human. ... the beautiful thing about shaumbra fantasy, about this doorway is once you really let yourself experience it, you’ll realize how freeing and liberating it is.you’ll realize how the real psychotics are the ones who live in the zoo and never try to escape. that’s psychotic. so this would be a great time and place, if you so choose, to give yourself permission to be in fantasy, as well as the regular world, but to also have fantasy beyond. and the beautiful thing about it is you don’t have to do anything. it comes to you.'
walk on: the powerless life series 3, november 2015
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and some more jewels from long forgotten fantasy land
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l'oiseau-lyre, ouvre porte de la cage - the lyrebird as cage door opener - der leiervogel als käfigtüröffner
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et l’oiseau-lyre joue . et l’enfant chante . et les murs de la classe . s’écroulent tranquillement . et les vitres . redeviennent sable . l’encre redevient eau . les pupitres redeviennent abres . la craie redevient falaise
le porte-plume redevient oiseau. and the lyrebird plays . and the child sings . and the walls of the class
come tumbling down quietly . the glass panes become sand again . the ink becomes water again . the desks become trees again . the chalk becomes cliffs again . and the pen (i.e. feather) holder becomes bird again. und der leiervogel spielt . und das kind singt . und die mauern des klassenzimmers . stürzen ruhig ein . das fensterglas wird wieder zu sand . die tinte wieder zu wasser . die pulte werden wieder zu bäumen . die kreide wird wieder zu kreidefels . der federhalter wird wieder zum vogel.
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please click on the image for the entire poem in french and the text in english
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für das vollständige gedicht auf französisch und den text auf deutsch bitte auf das bild klicken
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'you are a being of consciousness, and that consciousness activates energy. you create because you are consciousness, and the creations activate energies. and the energies call forth this element of timespace, or what I prefer to call bon, and the river starts flowing. the river moves. this river, the beautiful river of life now flows through you. your heart isn’t moving. oh, there’s the perception that it is, but the reality is timespace is moving. you are constant. ...
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the master understands that they can command bon, timespace, this hologram, to serve them.
suddenly, the master, in the now moment, realizing that timespace is responding to them, the hologram is responding to their consciousness – not their thoughts, but their consciousness – suddenly, the level of panic and anxiety gets less and less. the resonance, the freedom one has with themselves and the ability to let this hologram serve them, rather than the other way around;
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suddenly, everything changes. suddenly, they get out of old time and old space. suddenly, they’re in their own. they can coexist with others. they can coexist with mass consciousness. but suddenly, they’re now operating – you’re now operating – in your own timespace BY CHOICE, BY ALLOWING. suddenly, all the things that you used to worry about are no longer significant. ... you’re in the now moment. you’re back in consciousness. it is simple. it is not complicated. it is not linear. it is the I AM. ... now, there’s one big, big difference. when you realize that bon moves through you, this hologram is moving for you; when you realize that, gravity changes. that’s kind of the bottom line: gravity changes. ... the element of gravity that used to confine you in your thoughts, in your body, in your dreams and aspirations, in everything; the gravity that made the body old; the gravity that kept you on incarnational cycles suddenly changes. the g-force is different. when one allows or realizes timespace is there to serve them, the effects of gravity, of attraction, of holding things into reality suddenly change.'
walk on : the powerless life series 2, october 2015
the powerless life
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'when you get this gift of the I AM … and i’m very serious that it neutralizes emotions. it attracts energies. it allows you to be wherever you choose to be, without thinking about it, without trying to conjure it or imagine it, because you can’t. the human can’t. so let your I AM, let the REAL YOU come forth. it knows what to do. it knows exactly what it’s like to automatically attract energy without holding back, without going into power, without having lame limited human desires for what it can do.
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it knows what to do with all that energy. it, YOU, the part that’s more than just human, can be anywhere any time. it is so easy. you don’t have to go to mystery schools to know how to do it, putting the consciousness anywhere.
but if it is the human efforting and powering to do it, you will get nowhere other than to frustration, because the human, as you saw in this example, doesn’t really understand, doesn’t know, can’t break the imagination.' | ||
'as we go beyond power, you’re entering into a whole different world, a very different world. it’s a very liberating and freeing world. and you realize that you naturally attract energy. you realize that you always have been, but maybe not the kind that you were consciously choosing. you realize that never again do you need to look to anyone else for energy that you naturally attract –from your field, from the universal field, from wherever, it doesn’t matter – but you naturally attract it. it comes to you. [...] and the human mind is going to try to jump right away and say, “well, how did this get here?” and “is there anything suspicious about it? is this some sort of trick?” and you’re going to say, “human, shut up. eat. you’ve attracted this. it’s come to you.” that’s the powerless life. [...] there’s no effort in it. there’s no trying to figure it out. there’s no analysis. there’s not even focusing. you’re already there. and that’s the amazing thing; it was done without power. now the only thing the human needs to do is allow it. that’s it.'
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'there’s nothing, just “I EXIST” there is no history to overcome. there is no future to have to figure out and worry about. there is just the I EXIST. I AM. there’s no power in here. there’s no hunger of the body or the mind or the soul in here. just I EXIST.
don’t ever leave this place. don’t ever stop being here, ever. this is you. there’s no god. there’s no energy. there is nothing but YOU. I AM. don’t ever stop being here. you can still be in all of the other rooms. you can be with family. you can be with friends and lovers and angels and nature and everything else. you can be in all those other things, but don’t ever stop being here. don’t ever stop being with YOUR SELF, I AM. everything else is just an act of consciousness.'
don’t ever leave this place. don’t ever stop being here, ever. this is you. there’s no god. there’s no energy. there is nothing but YOU. I AM. don’t ever stop being here. you can still be in all of the other rooms. you can be with family. you can be with friends and lovers and angels and nature and everything else. you can be in all those other things, but don’t ever stop being here. don’t ever stop being with YOUR SELF, I AM. everything else is just an act of consciousness.'
walk on: the powerless life series 1, september 2015
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'living a powerless life is a beautiful gift to yourself. you don’t need it. there is no power in consciousness, not whatsoever. the only thing in consciousness is the awareness – “I EXIST.” there is no power in energy at all. energy is just something that’s here to serve you. it’s compressed consciousness. it’s yours. it’s there to create whatever realities you’re choosing to create. the hardest part is going to be you’re still in this realm. it’d be different if you were off in your own sovereign domain somewhere. but then if you were, you’d be dead. so you’re going to be … one of the challenges is you’re going to see power and mind all around you, and you’ll even remember when you used it. it’s not like it’s going to vanish or evaporate. it’s simply not going to be a factor anymore.'
discovery 6, february 2014
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intro - emergence - wings - transhuman - kharisma - discovery - freedom & e2012 - soul dream - knowingness - kaikho & kharisma - receiving
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