consciousness. energy. expansion. bewusstsein

going TRANS

12/21/2012

ich habe beschlossen, an dieser speziellen wintersonnenwende mit ihrer ausrichtung auf die milchstrasse, dem ende des maya kalenders und der konvergenz anderer zyklen auch diesen blog abzuschliessen und TRANS zu gehen, ins quanten-zulassen meiner höchsten potenziale.

on this special winter solstice day and its alignment with the milky way, the ending of the mayan calendar and convergence of other cycles, I choose to end also this blog and to go TRANS into quantum allowing of my highest potentials.

die rose - the rose

8/24/2012

diese rose spricht schweigend die sprache des
dufts durch die dimensionen
.
wenn du ihn einatmest, spürst du die
anerkennung, zuneigung, liebe und unterstützung deiner lieben, der engel und
deiner seelenessenz
.
NAMASTE!
.

this rose speaks in silence the language
of fragrance through the dimensions
.

when you breathe it in, you can feel the
acknowledgement, the affection, love and support of your beloved ones, the
angels and your soulessence
.

NAMASTE my ancestors !

7/29/2012

grand angel oak of genealogy
i love and respect you for all you gave me

it's so sweet and easy to honor you

we did it many times before
when incarnated on a faraway shore

but today it's different and new

it's time now to do what sets us free
to let go and transmute the moss of our tree

a quantum leap not experienced ever

heal the wounds in the roots, the scars on the bark
the illusions and memories of the deep dark

a time to rejuvenate and to sever

I let you go to allow my own
biological lightbody to be grown

radiating out through time and space

a template for the human divine
for you to reincarnate and to shine

walking the earth in joy and in grace

angel oak tree photo

beispiellose veränderungen in unserer 'raupenwelt' - unprecedented changes in our 'caterpillar' world

7/23/2012

und einige reaktionen darauf - and some reactions to them

dancing with eli

6/15/2012

a new name for our exciting adventure! great! I love playing with words and names,  usernames, avatars, my old legal name susanna, oisue-lyre (from oiseau-lyre pronounced wasoleer = lyrebird in french), angel child susani, blissful susananda, sue si, etc. etc. all possible variations of that lily name..... my su-girls for my su-theater sketches, su in sanskrit meaning good, well... :-)

but it might take me a while to find a new one, I thought. the only thing I knew immediately: I want the sound to be short, simple, limpid, gender neutral,
(okay, I know that ELI is mostly a male hebrew name, but it is also used by women, for instance as short from names like helena, eliane, elisa, elisabeth, my second and never activated legal name.... )
gentle, even sweet ...

meli, the greek word for honey? oh no! this is too much of my new website melipotamou! but perhaps something in greek, yes, I love the wonderful greek language.... we'll see, no hurry, just relax, breathe and let it come...
and suddenly, surely in association with meli, there was
ELI !
yes, yes!

delighted by this resonance in me I remembered that already a long time ago I had been charmed by the name of eli(s) in a poem by the austrian poet georg trakl (see below) surrounded by evocative words like silvery, hyacinthen, crystalline, in a slightly morbid, decadent but beautiful and silent ambient landscape. the beauty of melancholy... familiar, so far away and yet so close to our present transitional time where the old is dying for allowing the new energies to come in.....
ELI, ELI,
yes!!!

hey, no rush! before announcing this new name in our house, let's give a chance to other names emerging from within !
but no way!
EEEEELIIII, EEEEELIIII singing and ringing like an echo throughout my space and drowning any other attempt ...

later on I went searching for ELI and found a great lot of utilizations and explanations. from american cities, irish kingdoms to gods, father of all gods, apocalyptic film, acronyms, nearly everything, quite overwhelming... but I AM GOD also, yeah, yeah (yoham)!

one of the acronyms (of an existing project) I like best is:

E   xtreme
               L ight
                         I    nfrastructure

and what about

E   ntertaining
                 L   ol
                             I   nspiration

E   nthusiasm
L   ove
I    ntuition

E   nlightenment
                            L   aughter
                                             I   magination

E   levating
L iberating
I    nsights

E   njoy
           L eelaful
                           I   nterpretation

     eli -------------------------------------------------------------- eli
georg trakl

occident
else lasker-schüler with admiration
1

moon, as if something dead would step
from a blue cave,
and many blossoms fall
across the rock path.
silverly something sick weeps
by the evening pond,
in a black boat
lovers have died crossing over.

or elis' footsteps
ring through the grove,
the hyacinth one
again dying off under oaks.
o the boy's figure
formed from crystalline tears,
nocturnal shadows.
jagged lightning illuminates the temple,
always cool,
when by the greening hill
the thunder of spring resounds.

abendland

mond, als träte ein totes
aus blauer höhle,
und es fallen der blüten
viele über den felsenpfad.
silbern weint ein krankes
am abendweiher,
auf schwarzem kahn
hinüberstarben liebende.

oder es läuten die schritte
elis’ durch den hain
den hyazinthenen
wieder verhallend unter eichen.
o des knaben gestalt
geformt aus kristallenen tränen,
nächtigen schatten.
zackige blitze erhellen die schläfe
die immerkühle,
wenn am grünenden hügel frühlingsgewitter ertönt.

den honig essen - eat the honey

6/6/2012

so cool, so süss - wie honig!
"jetzt habt ihr dieses wunderbare bewusstsein, und es trieft - trieft (er zeichnet einen tropfen) - mit dieser weisheit. es ist wie die bienen, die ihre waben bilden, ihren bienenstock. sie geben immerfort diesen wunderschönen nektar da hinein, so viel davon, dass er ihn kaum mehr fassen kann und er nur einfach herauströpfeln will. aber er will wirklich lieber direkt auf etwas relevantes hinuntertröpfeln, auf einen feinen cracker oder keks oder in eine tasse tee - anstatt nur einfach auf den boden zu klatschen. es ist das gleiche mit euch. ihr habt euch entwickelt und entwickelt und entwickelt, immerzu wachsend und wachsend und wachsend. es ist zeit damit aufzuhören.
jetzt ist die zeit gekommen, dies - diese essenz, diese weisheit zu nehmen und sie zu leben. hört auf damit, honig in den bienenstock zu geben und beginnt damit, ihn zu essen, meine freunde.
der nektar, die essenz, gelang vor allem durch den input an zu weisheit und wunderschöner essenz - seelenessenz - destillierter erfahrung in die wabe, in den bienenstock, und will jetzt in die erfahrung zurückkommen."
(am ende des shouds 10, june 2, 2012)

so cool, so sweet - like honey!

" now, you’ve got this wonderful consciousness, and it is dripping –dripping (he draws a drop) – with this wisdom. it is like bees building their honeycomb, building their hive. they just keep putting this beautiful nectar in there, so much of it, can’t even handle it anymore, and it’s just wanting to drip out. but it really wants to just drip right down onto something relevant – onto a nice cracker or a biscuit or into a cup of tea – rather than just splatter on the ground. it is the same with you. you’ve been evolving and evolving and evolving, growing and growing and growing. time to stop that.
now is the time to take this – this essence, this wisdom – and live it. stop putting honey in the hive and start eating it, my friends.
the nectar, the essence, was basically put there in the beehive, in the honeycomb, based on the input of experience; distilled into wisdom, distilled into beautiful essence – soul essence – and now it wants to come back into experience. " (end of shoud 10, june 2, 2012)

zauberstab der transformation - magic wand of transformation

5/1/2012

gehen dir auch manchmal (fast) alle und alles auf den keks - vielleicht, weil sie dein gemüt schmerzhaft berühren - und fühlst du dich deswegen schlecht und schuldig, wo du sie doch alle lieben solltest, und dein eh schon angeschlagenes menschliches selbstwertgefühl sinkt vollends in den keller (unterwelt, inferna, enfer, hölle...) ?
wenn dem so ist, dann entspanne dich im bewussten atmen, berühre dein herz mit dem zauberstab der transformation und lasse die souveräne energie der folgenden erklärung tief in dein wesen sinken:
prima für dich, alles, was du kannst, tust, unterlässt, hast, denkst und fühlst (du = das subjekt-objekt der vergleichenden ab-wertung)! ICH BIN auch wunderbar anders.

(nearly) everybody and everything going on your nerves sometimes - perhaps because they touch something painful in your mind - and therefor making you feel bad and guilty since you are supposed to love them all, and your low human selfworth is falling down to hell?
if so, relax into conscious breathing, touch your heart with the magic wand of transformation and let the sovereign energy of the following statement sink deep into your being:
all that you can, do, omit, have, think and feel, good for you ( you = the subject/object of the comparing de-valuation) ! I AM wonderfully different, too.

mein gelobtes land - my promised land

4/27/2012

atem
mit dir fliessen milch und honig
in den heiligen raum meines gelobten landes
und aus der tiefe meines seins strömt deine lavaglut,
das alte verwandelnd in kristallklaren hauch.

breath
with you milk and honey flow
into the sacred space of my promised land
and from the depth of my being your lavaglow is pouring,
transmuting the old into crystal clear breeze.

griechischer wein - greek wine

3/29/2012

viel süsse, sweet ones, auch im genuss des griechischen honigflusses.
much sweetness, sweet ones, enjoying the greek honeyflow.

o ja, it's schnulzen / tearjerker / time :-)

vergesst aber nicht: ihr seid nie allein und das zuhause kommt zu euch, wenn...
but dont forget that you are never alone and that home comes to you when...

goldene jupitertröpfchen - golden drops of jupiter

3/8/2012

honigstrom, fliesse aus meinem herzen über felsen und klippen, in goldene jupitertröpfchen dich versprühend.

honeystream, flow from my heart, over rocks and cliffs, sprinkling golden drops of jupiter.

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