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I am smiling - rose alchemy - my big sm*island - sparkles

9/15/2019

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I am smiling

another master's pause from adamus >? 
who knows? 
but not right here and now.
​
this is my own quality time of smiling :).


'SMILING' for me is kind of a magic word, a magic wand. :)

it's consciousness creating....  

it's 'the more you smile, the more you allow' t-shirt slogan,

and I observe that, when I'm writing something for instance in the keahak > forum', in emails - or blog posts, most of the time my face is smiling and I add a smiley to my message :-), often ending it with 'big hug, big smile', which also led me to my big sm*island......but that's another story, see below.


oh! I'm well aware that this new blog with its underlying digital link tapestry, might become kind of a time traveling through my nearly eight years old 'honeyflow' website baby and beyond, linear through its form, but circular for its content.
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a few days ago, on that grey september morning, a passage > of the master's life10/5 > oneness experience resonates in me and I remember with a tender smile a ‚dewdrop‘ > in the rosegarden from nearly one decade ago:
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rose alchemy

rosegarden. space of pure and healing consciousness.
I am breathing rosy rosegold through the leaden blackness of the age-old veil of inconsolable separation trauma sadness and forsakenness.
ROSE ALCHEMY​
and now, smiling
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I am breathing free flowing rosy rosegold in the sweet fragrance of MY ONENESS ~ one breath ~ one heart ~ one smile ~ one song ~ one symphony ~ ONE BODY OF CONSCIOUSNESS  ~ ONE golden sacred magical crystalline shimmering INFINITE MYSTERY  ~ ONE sacred living ENERGY serving me.
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the rose symbol

for me is above all about the unfolding

romance with mySelf, 

 the greatest love story to be told between me and ALL OF ME
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in my young age it came to me as a reminder through​

poetry

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during my awakening its sweet fragrance delighted me with my 

rosenherzbaba's presence

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on many occasions with

amma's rose petals blessings at the end of a darshan

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​and with 

haidakhan babaji’s message of 1984:

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'... all perfection and every divine virtue are hidden within you.
reveal them to the world. 

wisdom, too, is already within you. let it shine forth. 
let the lord's (= I AM’s....) grace set you free. 

let your life be that of the rose;
​in silence, it speaks the language of fragrance.’

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​and some months ago with

a poetic metaphor of adamus

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​in geoffrey hoppe's main article of the april 2019 shaumbra magazine > made my heart smile and dream:
“how long will it take to realize you are realized? as long as you want to continue experiencing your coming to realization. you can make this final chapter of the human continue as long as you want, but as long as you are immersed in the experience, make sure to enjoy it.
there is no dignity in suffering the experience, and it will not provide a worthy standard for the ones who come after you. 
​
do you want to leave them a path of dry thorns or

a river of roses?'

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oh! and there is the slideshow experiment from may 2013 with my

bed of roses > :-)

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when in february 2018 crimson circle started their activities from the villa ahmyo >, the big island of hawaii became a new focus point for shaumbra >, and my 'love-play-and- juggle-with-words' aspect quickly created - smiling! :) - my own sovereign big island, the big sm*island. 
​
more than just a funny location on my  keahak  8 project ning > page​

my big sm*island

is a place of consciousness, where my consciousness smiles, where a RIVER OF ROSES is flowing and meandering through with beauty, sensuality, ease and grace, joining the GOLDEN OCEAN OF ALL THAT I AM,  a place where AHMYO is grounded and I know that: 
„WHEN MY CONSCIOUSNESS SMILES with the ‚I EXIST‘ knowingness, then the creativity provides the perfect reflection in the material world, in all other realities. when my consciousness smiles, in other words, when I allow my awareness to be, creativity then creates my perfect reality. no control. I don’t have to design, architect, build and maintain. it just becomes.
and the best thing I could do for myself, is simply relax into my enlightenment, simply relax into an easy life, a good life, an easy life, simply relax into the beauty, the design of my own self. as I relax, trust into myself, all the senses, the sensual parts, they open up. the sense of love is probably the biggest.' ​
and looking out from my cosy cottage at big sm*island angel's peak, smiling I admire the magnificence of the 360° panorama, expanding way out into the 'infinite mystery' of me.

when consciousness smiles

how beautiful and fascinating, this metaphor, and of course the whole kharisma 8 merabh > , speaking for the first time about TRUE creation!
​after that shoud I immediately changed my whole 'creative flow' page >, adding the subpage 'expressions' for what we commonly call our creations.​

true love

and how exquisit the 'relax, trust into the beauty, the design of my own self' in the transhuman 6 merabh >!
every time I hear or remember those words, even more precious in connection with TRUE love, my heart smiles and says YES, YES, YES!​

ahmyo >

absolute, unconditional trust in mySELF >, even if times may often get very rough for the transmuting human facet. 

the golden ocean

wisdom 'that beautiful GOLDEN nectar that the soul draws in. that's you [...] you can breathe it in, you can drink it in, you can submerse yourself deep within it. you can let it fill you. you can be in this, this wisdom, in it's GOLDENNESS, in it's loving arms. this is you.' >
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sparkles ignited by my breath, when I lay on my bed of roses

​.
I am breathing
​ease and grace

​
what tender a smile
​ illuminates my face!
.
​

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.
smiling I fall into my own arms

receiving my divine
releasing what’s not mine
relaxing
trusting 
​radiating

​the beauty of my precious design
​.

.
the body is crying,
​ the mind alerted:

​„good grief!
this is kind of hell!“ -

but the I AM is singing,
​MERLIN smiling, 

„Oh! my darling! all is well!“
​.

my consciousness smiles
nothing ever wrong
all the passionate
joyful song

of who I AM
a glorious new symphony
​setting ALL THAT I AM
​free
​.

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