my taj mahal

from a to z with some detours :)

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today - thanks to a keahak X > discussion about the new crop circles (cf. tobias>) near the ammersee - I suddenly found myself reading kuthumi‘s tales, i.e.  the ‚big pants, little heart‘ from ‚studio k‘ > with his story of the   

​TAJ MAHAL,

​ taj, meaning in urdu crown (or lat. corona ....)
mahal, meaning palace, building. 

​“I had been the shah jahan. yes, the shah jahan from india. I had lost my true love in that lifetime. I loved her so dearly. I built her a great monument – the TAJ MAHAL. not so much as a tomb, but as a place to come back to. I built in all of its beauty so she would come back to me in that lifetime, all the beauty so her ghost could return and we could be together once again. and I waited for her. I waited and waited and waited, and she never came. no mumi. no reunion. I went a little darker until – nothing else left, nothing else mattered – I met my soul. and my soul met me. oh! what a reunion. my soul said, “kuthumi, love yourself. stop looking for it everywhere else. when you love yourself, I can love you. you don’t need to be mr. big pants, mr. little heart. so I did. I loved myself. it was hard at first, really hard. “love me? love this?  a funny thing happened. I started to like myself. I started to feel myself. my heart started to open up. my mumi came back. she came back because now I was sovereign. I didn’t need her, I could be with her.”  (excerpts collage)

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my taj mahal

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​oh! all our amazing stories ... and  I smiled with the knowingness that in this final chapter of my current story, I allow my own taj mahal to be built for the embodied reunion and eternal romance with myself >. and when my transmuting buddybody is challenged, it is so good to remember the words of  adamus:

​„the human can let go all the fears, it all works out, it simply can‘t undermine realization. when that cycle of transformation on all levels, body, mind, spirit is done - none of the changes are going to overwhelm or kill you and they don‘t last forever - your body will truly be a new TEMPLE and your mind will be quite different, thinking without all the qualia and associations. that‘s freedom.“

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inner guidance >

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the human can't undermine realization because of the crystal clear flame guiding it safely into realization, alike the imaginal disc of the butterfly, assuring that it will eventually emerge from the cocoon.​

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